27/12/11; Emotions

okay, so, this week is the last week of the holidays for us here.

and yeah, honestly, i haven't finish doing my work!

i've left my Chinese and Literature work.

my Chinese is half done, since i've made a draft for my tuition teacher to see.

as for my Literature, it's in dooms-land.

i mean, 5 questions and i've only choosed 5 out of the 6 given.

well, that's a starter, right?

but then again, i have camp in my first week of school, which sadly means no time to rush work.

ALSO, i haven't bought my camp stuff! but at least i've got about three fifths of the list.

anyway, when i asked my mum, she was like: you will wear your brother's pants. no buying.

well, BIASED MUCH.

he goes for p5 camp, all new stuff.

i go for p5 camp, all hand-me-downs and old stuff.

yeah, sucks being the middle child.

so now i'm going for my sec 2 camp and she's like, use your brother's stuff.

doesn't she realise, the reason i'm "mean" to my brother is because she is biased?

probably no.

P.S. my brother almost has my dad's waist size, and he's only 11; whereas i'm the thinnest.

so just imagine, the pants would probably drop right down, wouldn't it?

argh!

this is only one of those biased situations.

there's another one where it regards getting a "prize/reward" for academic results.

i get 4th in class, an improvement from the first half of the year.

and they're like, okay, good.

the end.

for my brother, he basically failed 2 out of 4 of his subjects.

and he easily gets away with it from the ban of computer usage.

that's all.

oh, plus those extra assessment books which have been touched less than 10 times.

do you even know how freaking unfair it feels?

sure, i may have better grades than him in the first place.

but really, he's primary 5, and i'm only secondary 1.

i just started at a whole new school with like, 4 more subjects added in.

and i gave you a 5th place for the first half.

yeah, i got nothing.

they claim it's cos i already got my digital camera for my PSLE.

seriously?

lousy crap.

then at the end of the year, i got 4th place overall.

then you tell me, oh, we're going to Japan so that's your prize.

yeah, you booked the plane ticket without telling anyone but yourselves.

sure, a crap ass prize that was ruined again by my brother.

couldn't walk, so we dropped many places to go.

for your info, if i had a choice, i'd rather we stay at a hotel in SG for our holiday.

it'd be "saving money and time".

anyway, i got nothing out of that trip. just the feeling of the cool wind.

and some really cool photos of a red-leaved tree.

at this rate, i can go on and on about my parents.

but if i do, i'm afraid tears may start to fall.

they admitted they are "a little" biased.

but for all i know, they are a whole freaking lot biased.

they seem to like my brother more.

and they seem to like my sister second.

then i'm last.

well, who knows.

i'm not them.

alright, time to cheer up and kick away the anger and sadness!

well, i just changed my blog's background to something lighter and friendlier, i guess.

also, i'm planning to dress more like how i would.

here's a little fact, when i go shopping, i try putting an outfit together while looking at a shirt.

okay, i guess i've emptied enough emotions for now.

buh-byes.